Of what used to be and what is now

I'd be lying if I say I don't care about you anymore because I still do, I will always care for you. It sucks because whatever happened between the both of us, for the very short span of time, I liked what I felt, what I was feeling. And it sucks even more because right now, nothing's the same. Nothing. And what sucks most is the fact that you don't even care. And I hate myself for being such a crappyass loser who fell under your trap. And it sucks as well that my post after 11 months is about a suckass person whom I thought I already know so well, whom I trusted very much considering that I rarely trust anyone.

You will never know how much you've made me sad. And it will hurt until God knows when. But let me tell you something, everything that I showed you were all genuine pieces of care and understanding and I cannot hate you because I'm naturally a nice person, I'm not a badass, I'm not like you. 

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Res·ur·rec·tion
\ˌre-zə-ˈrek-shən\ noun

- the state of one risen from the dead

And just so you know, I was never dead. I guess I just never had the time to update my blog because *insert crappy reasons here*.

Short posts

Because I'm too lazy to make a blog post. Or something that actually makes sense.

Don't you just hate being broke?

I. AM. FRIGGIN. TURNING. NINETEEN. TOMORROW.

CAN MY TITLE GET ANY MORE PREDICTABLE?

Geeeeeez. And I don't even wanna think about it. IT'S JUST SO UNFAIR. WHY AM I STILL SO SHORT? </3

Long gone

I suck at running this thing. But nonetheless, I created this, so I might as well continue whatever I ought to do with this.

Long gone for about 3 months. I'm sorry cyber gods, I've been very very busy. (Or let's just keep it between the both of us that the real reason I've never updated this is because I don't have internet. Back to sucks-to-be-me) Anyway, I'm glad I've finally taken some realass rest from this month's stress. I'm telling you, August used to be my happy month, not just because it's the month before my birthmonth, but well yeah, maybe because it's the month before my birthmonth! =)) I am making no sense at all. Moving on.. First week we had midterms, then duty at the medical ward (which was shockingly fun thanks to Luigi and his magic "touch") then we had the oh-so memorable Nursing Fun Days.

Now, I'm here tryna convince myself whether or not I should finish this post. I guess I'll finish it once and for all. I'm just really relieved after having a very heavy workload week after week. Junior life is friggin stressful! And right now, I have no idea what to expect when we go back to school on Wednesday (or tomorrow, rather). You see, our clinical instructors have this amazing way of surprising us with make-up lectures or quizzes or whatever they think is tolerable within our limit. AND NOW THAT I MENTION IT, I AM CURRENTLY IN THE VERGE OF ANXIETY ATTACK BECAUSE I AM NERVOUS AS WELL WHETHER OR NOT I FLUNKED MY MIDTERMS. Exam gods, please be good to me. I know I did my best, though dot dot dot dot.

Things running on my mind at the moment:

• I'm the only one awake right now except for the noisy dogs of our neighbors
• I DON'T WANNA LEAVE MY HAPPY PLACE
• ROXAS CITY IS MY HAPPY PLACE
• THEREFORE, I DON'T WANNA LEAVE ROXAS
• I finally resurrected on Facebook but I'll be dead again after forty-eight to seventy-hours 
• I'm happy like shit with the results of our NFD besides all the drama and neverending Junior-Senior clash.
• I don't wanna call it clash, though. More like.. neveryoumind. =)))))
• I still fancy some of the Seniors even after all this clash or whatever you'd like to call it. :3
• Not gonna blabber much about NFD nao
• Sorta kinda excited for my birthday!
• Sorta kinda excited for my sissy's birthday
• Starting to get sleepy

This isn't much for a post, but to pay much attention to this site, I just had to finish this. And I did. Yay!

Need I say more?

"Don't you ever think that it was a mistake that you chose to find yourself. That you chose to love yourself a little bit more."

- Mark (played by Derek Ramsay),  One More Chance 

EXCUSE ME WHILE I CRY 

I now officially declare this my favorite line from the movie! It just speaks so much of nothing but real truth. And let me just say I can relate to it so much. :3