I'd be lying if I say I don't care about you anymore because I still do, I will always care for you. It sucks because whatever happened between the both of us, for the very short span of time, I liked what I felt, what I was feeling. And it sucks even more because right now, nothing's the same. Nothing. And what sucks most is the fact that you don't even care. And I hate myself for being such a crappyass loser who fell under your trap. And it sucks as well that my post after 11 months is about a suckass person whom I thought I already know so well, whom I trusted very much considering that I rarely trust anyone.
You will never know how much you've made me sad. And it will hurt until God knows when. But let me tell you something, everything that I showed you were all genuine pieces of care and understanding and I cannot hate you because I'm naturally a nice person, I'm not a badass, I'm not like you.
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