I have no idea what is happening to me. One minute, I was happily tweeting then the next minute I found myself scanning my old albums in Multiply and started contemplating of how much I miss high school. The thing is... I just really miss how everything in high school made me feel so young, carefree and smart. :(
Classes haven't even started this summer yet I feel so down already. I thought I was actually excited with summer class to fight off boredom, but I guess that was just my first drive to get off the fact that I'm doing absolutely nothing here at home. What am I even saying. Nursing just stresses me. But I won't give up. I just really wanna make my parents proud. At least, for once. Ever since college started, I brought nothing but trouble and unlimited problems to them. Say, uh.. cash, for example. Nursing is hella overpriced! -_- The only thing I could actually offer to them as a sign of thank you is a set of high grades yet somehow I can't manage to give it to them. I feel pressured without anyone even pressuring me. What. Is. Wrong. With. Me.
Good Lord, I'm hoping everything will be okay soon. I have no idea what's wrong or what's bothering me. I just hope You take care of me, Lord. :( I'm such an emo!!! This never happens! -__-"
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